..it's 5am, and i just woke up. I'm going to an Ocular Inspection today of our camp venue that's why I'm up this early. ugh. so early. I've only had almost 8 hours of sleep lang simula the other day, so that makes me, or that gives me, rather, another batch of dreaded eye bags.
I've been into a rollercoaster of emotions kahapon. and i think God had pretty much tested me with it, unfortunately i failed. I have let my emotions, especially anger, to eat me, alive. haay, and worse i remembered something, someone. i don't know why I kept of dreaming of him the past few days, and it's not the ordinary dream ha. It's sweet. and it's impossible. Mag-ke-KC ako. I've made up mind. and I'm getting a little bit excited everyday, and my fear becomes bigger each day too. I dunno, I trust God that everything will fall into it's own places.