~ i wish forgetting my feelings for someone was easy as digging a hole in the backyard, and burying it there, & leaving a cross over it to remind of how beautiful it once was. but it could never be like that. the truth is forgetting this feelings is very much like digging my very own grave and burying myself alive..
~ it is always painful to know that someone is irrevocably gone and all that's left are memories of beautiful days gone by. sometimes it boggles my mind why people fall in love, then say goodbye; why they cannot belong forever when at first they can never seem to part.
~ i bid him goodbye like it's nothing while all i want to do is hold on forever but i let go, smiled and walked away.. then cried all the way home because i know it will never be the same, because try as i might, i cant make someone love me, sometimes we have to set them free and let go, that's when love hurts most of all..
~ i drank and got hangover, i smoked and i coughed, i fought abd got wounds. there's one thing i hate the most but i still do it, it's when i loved and got hurt. then i stopped drinking so i didnt gt hangovers anymore,stopped smoking, coughing stopped too. i stopped fighting and the wounds healed.. do you think i should stop loving too?
~ it's not DESTINY that determines LOVE it is CHOICE. our so called dastiny is a lie.. RELATIONSHIPS lasts long not because they're destined to, but because two BRAVE people made a choice - to keep it, to fight for it, & to work for it. Meanwhile, other relationships fail not because they're destined to fail, they failed because one of the two or both, made the choice - to set eaach other free. :((
~it's hard to accept that the person i love most can't love me.. i don't wanna give up but i have to. i wanna fight but the pain weakens me. how can i truly be happy when my own happiness has left me?
~ sometimes i need to be deaf for the sake of somebody. i need to be insensitive to lessen the pain. i need to smile for the streght of others and sometimes, i just need to stop because im tired of everything.
~ part of me wants to hate him, forget him.. forget everything about him, but.. the STRONGER part of me misses him, wants to be in his arms holding me tight till the pain fades away..
tiN.Ü♥
_..i LOVE
..my savior and creator..
..my family..
..my friends..
..*AOT
*T.A.E
*ISCF friends..lcdc2k3...i missyah guys..
*IVCF friends..lcdc2k5..i missyah din..
*friends of friends
*friends of friends of friends
..Yellow..
..pizza,pasta,potatoes,ice cream,COFFEE,chinese cuisine
[yangchow],blueberry cheesecake,chocolates..
..gumala,mangasar,tumawa...
..mag-shopping...khit na window shopping lang..(kng ganun lng din, ang dami ko ng nabili..hehe)
..music..(cant live without it.)
..movies..
..basketball.. *uaap
_more:
...a sucker for stilletos..
...frustrated dancer,singer,athlete..
...talkative.
..procastinator.
..extrovert.
..a puppy lover but is afraid of it.
..sentimental/emotional.
..sorta sports enthusiast.
..impulsive buyer.
..crybaby.
..couch potato.
..i love to laugh. and laugh. and laugh.
..day dreamer.
..skinny.
...multi-lingual.
..skeptical.
..loser.
..coffee-chocolate-shopping-texting-boys?!-yellow-addict.
..melancholic-saguine.
..cold shiny hard plastics hater.
..jesus worshipper.