i had the chance to see the view by the window
a sea of shining stars one night with you
and i wished that the time would stop
while watching them sparkle beside you
but i rather look somewhere than viewing the sky
somewhere that is more beautiful than a shooting star
more shimmering than a glitter glow
i was looking at you..
and the time did stop, i have gently controlled it
for i can do the impossible for you
that is how much i care, i trust
i adore, i love.. that somewhere..
i hope i can repeat that moment..
and i know i can.. i will..
for that moment we've held hands..
while watching the stars, well-blended with the nightsky.
"if pain must come, may it come quickly. Because i ahve to live, and i need to live it in the best way possible. If he has to make a choice, may he make it now. Then i will either wait for him or forget him. waiting is painful. forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering."
~by the river piedra, i sat down and wept.