"i thought i'll never get over you, but maybe i will.. but for now, i still really can't."
crying lady nanaman ako. ewan, pro i really find comfort in doing that. no matter what others may say, or think, i won't stop doing it. it has beenmy waepon for comfort against pain lalo na sa mga bagay na i can't share with anyone but myself.yes, i've got the Lord on my side and i thank him becausei can feel his loving arms and soothing words coming in inside me while i was hurting. alam mo, i really don't know what i'll feel na about you and myself.
"..hindi naman kaylangang laging masaya eh.."
oo. i admit. im of a cheerful state of character that's why someone doesnt really notice agad if i have problems inside. but honestly, i do have. a lot. my friends don't normally see me crying, but my bed and pillows do..every now and then.
"kapag nakadapa ka pala, walang ibang magtatayo sayo kundi ang sarili mo."
move on. let go. - these are one of the few words i was really scared to encounter with. but i know i had to face my fears, but right now, i just don't know how. not with all the memories still linger around me each and every day, the memories that haunt me, that traps me, and that which seems to never let me go.
"If your heart gets broken by the one you truly love, don't let go of the love in your heart but let go of the person you'll never know, someone might be worthy of that love."
"There are things you can't see, but you choose to believe. REASONS you have, but you can't explain. MISTAKES you cant bring yourself to regret, and a LOVE so questionable, but you still choose to fight."
"You will never realize how much you care about a person until.. the thought of that person being with someone else is enough to break your heart."
..should i let you go?