..getting over you became an obsession for me.
But i realized that getting over someone could never be a matter of choice. we can't choose to forget someone, time does that for us. obviously, time hasn't decided for me yet.
HURT.
Everytime i remember something about him isn't exactly new anymore, and the toughest thing about it is that the sting lingers long after the wound has supposedly healed.
Everytime i remember him, i get this insane feeling of sadness as everything in the universe is useless because i don't have him.
why is it that my heart could not break away from you when everything else had?
why is it that i feel as if time has no intention of giving me my due?
..i want to forget him. i NEED to forget him.
all i want is to put to rest all the feelings i have harbored for the longest time.
the hurt i felt was nothing new because it never really left me, it's still there..
as painful as ever.