Saturday, January 28, 2006
* pre-departure entry. (excited?! nah..Ü) *
whew..ilang hours nalang...and il be departing for bohol.. wo0hoo..(di masyadong excited noh?!Ü) actually, i havent felt any excitement in my skinny body at all. hehe..Ü di ko pa naaayos ung things ko!!! and i still havent decided wether il use a trolly (pra feel na feel) or not... kasi mahihirapan akong umuwi eh,. aun, khapon, ive met with my friends and naaya nnman ako... i skipped nat. sci. (yep, in layman's term, nag-cut..haha!)fortunately, nawalan pla kme ng class...so buti nlng..! hehe... thanks to manny pacquiao...hehe... kasi dadaan ung motorcade nya along uste...so un, nawalan kme ng class...ksi they're making abang of it.. hehe!... (dakila ka tlga pacman! way to go!.) haha!
aun, we made gala sa sm...sm ng bayan actually... nabawasan tuloy ung pocket money ko, kasi i was tempted na bumili ng bagong flipflops...pro k lng, kse nadagdagan nanaman ung flipflops collection ko... and ung mga kaylngan ko for my trip... haha! aun, so much for my pre-departure entry..haha! im sooo looking forward to having fun at bohol...i just hope hndi umulan..(naku Lord...wag naman po.) and oh, chinese new year na pla.....marame nanaman kming tikoy. hehe..Ü
*mga happenings this week.
_nervous before our performance prelims nmn sa spanish,we sang 'i turn to you' xemps in spanish.
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
* ive been jinxed..! (a series of unfortunate events.) *
hayy..talk about bad luck...ewan ko bah...kahapon, ive had very bad day...as in lahat na ata ng kamalasan eh nagyare...(i mean,not nmn lhat, exaggeration lng..hehe..Ü)
first of the "series of unfortunate events"...is nawalan ako ng pera! hayy,,,i just wished na sna tlgang nangangailangan ung nkakpulot nun,nahulog ksi sa wallet ko,. aun,nagkaron pa tuloy ako ng utang...shockers..! pagbalik namin ng classroom, i realized na nawawala pala ung hanky ko...(uhh..i just hate it pagnawawalan ako ng hanky!) e p.e pa nman nmin later ng tanghali nun, so hindi tlga pwedeng walang hanky,.. fortunately, nakita ko naman xa...(at least may isang fortunate..hehe..)
then, i realized,,nawawala ung foundation ko...! (ang arte tlga!well..Ü) i mean, kung it's just a cheapipay na foundation, okay lang...kaso it's mahal! ive splurged on that maybelline mousse kasi i know maganda, and it's been a month lang since ive used it,as in konti plang ung nababawas,tpos mawawala! i dont want naman na magbintang as much as possible..pro,pano nawala? ano it just disappeared like air? impossible. but as ive said, ayw kong mangbintang..bsta si Lord nlng bahala dun. (pro i was so hinayang na hinayang...huhuhu..)
....hours passed, after asking halos every classmate of mine kung nkita nila, whew....wala na tlga...pe nah.... p.e wasnt so good..kase it's raining..so we cant play ball..(anyways, volleyball po ang p.e ko..) aun, grabedad..after an exhausting hour of sermon, kse we're so maingay, pinauwi rin kame...i was scheduled to visit an old friend sa condo nya,bt i wasnt able to txt her,when ive arrived, i doorbelled (<--- tama bah?Ühehe...) for i think a dozen times..no one's answering the door, turned out to be na she was down at the internet cafe and was waiting for my text so she'd come up, eh dibah nakalimutan ko mgtxt, wala kse akong regular load...i saw a frend on my way there nkalimutan kong mkitxt...! aun, luckily, napagtanto nya na 3 na and ppnta ko..(thank God matalino cya..haha..)
aun, then chikkachikka...then i went home, i met up with my girls then on the way, biglang sumakit ung tyan ko...(shocks tlga!) nakalimutan ko na nagugutom pla ko kakadaldal...(o0 pwede un..hehe...) grabeh, nalipasan na ko ng gutom...aun, i suffered sa jip...but good thing it's or a short time lng...pro maskit tlga...!
aun, i felt sooo bad, pro i didnt wanna think na kamalasan un, kasi hndi dapat!
in the end, inisip ko nlng na God is just giving me what i deserve sa mga ka-mean-gurlan ko sa buhay...(kakahiya ka Lord.) pro i was so sad...i wanna gobble up some comfort food..(ice cream) kaso gabi nah, and sumakit nga ung tiyan ko..but still God has been so good...(grabeh,i love him tlga!) kasi as i was taking a rest later that night, napanood ko ung the tigger movie...(hehe...kid?! yup. i am. kapalit ng comfort food..Ü) it's enough na to make me smile. galing tlga...hehe...aun, just shared what a day ive had khapon..teka nong date un? 24?...hmmm...il surely remember it. mwahahaha!Ü
Sunday, January 22, 2006
* the major payback...BOhOL here i come!! *
yey..! prelims is finally over.... im sooooooooooooo glad it is.. ive finally made bawi of the sleep na utang skin ng mga exams na yan,,, wala akong tulog literally the last batch ng exam so that i can study...kasi naman,,tinamaan nnmn ako ng sakit ko,, which is..."katamaran"...hay, spell it then my name will surely appear.. if only may gamot sa sakit na yan..i would have bought millions of them..hehe...but that night or madaling araw ever, pinilit ko tlgang wag matulog khit na sobrang antok na ko, plus katxt ko pa c bestie nun..lalong di na ko nkconcentrate..pro i managed to scram my way to reading a hundred pages of my exam in filipino...shocks,who would have thought filipino would still be a complicated one for us, considering na mga pilipino tau..hayy..ewan ko.im still a bit sad about dun sa exams ko, though i thought ive studied enough for it, there are just times na peste at pahirap sa buhay ang mga prof, they would give you exams which hadnt even tackled..(or absent lng ako nun?! nah...) or bsta..! mahirap...(i bet my fellow students can relate...) oh i just hope i wouldnt flunk.
aun, syempre, after a lot of hardwork,,,and nights of pure agony of fitting a whole 10 chapter of facts in your brain plus dates and names of person i dont even know and the hell i care with it kasi history... here comes the pay back...ill be leaving for BOHOL sa 29th...though i personally think it's bitin...and mahal! (whew..ive squeezed in my account for that, im feeling a little pity nga sa "rents ko eh, so tlgang il be a good girl..hehe..) hmm..3 days and two nights away from home...pwede narin, as long as i have my frends wih me,,(sadly, di kame complete..) aun, im sooooooo excited.! im finally having my first ever trip out of town with my friends..uhm, i mean really out ---> of town. yipee..! though hndi ko first time mkasakay sa plane...first time k nmng ksma ang frends doon.hehe...daming first time..hay, sana hindi ring first time na magkaron ako ng disaster.hehee.Ü
_aral aral sa library...kunwri lang, sa picturan din natuloy..hehe..
Saturday, January 21, 2006
* _what He has to say.. *
_slapped me right in the face.
Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone, to have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and exclusively..but guess what..GOd says sumthing about this...
"NO not until you are satisfied, fullfilled and contented with being loved by Me alone, with giving yourself totally and unreserved to Me, with having an intense personal and unique relationship with Me alone; discovering that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you. I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow me to give you the most thrilling plan existing, one that you can not imagine.
I want you to have the best. Please allow me to bring it to you. You keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things. keep experiencing and learning the things I tell you.. You just have to wait. That's all.
Don't be anxious. Don't worry. Don't look around at the things others have gotten or that I've given them. Don't look around at the things you think you want. You just keep looking off and up to Me, or you will miss what I want to show you. And when you're ready..I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any other that you would dream of. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, I am working even at this moment to have both of you satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I prepared for you, you won't be able to experience the LOVE that exemplifies your relationship with Me this PERFECT LOVE.
Dear ONE, I want you to have this wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh, a picture of your relationship with Me, and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty, and perfection, and Love that I offer you with Myself. Know that I LOVE YOU utterly. I am GOD. Believe and be satisfied. a man's got to do what a man's got to do; what does man ought to do? its to DECIDE...whom to follow, what to do, what to feel, what to be. Everything in life is a matter of decision. And every decision is lifted up according to GOD's purpose.
* of plans...and planners. =P *
uhh...i was just so inggit of the starbucks planner my ate had... it's soo cute...wish i had one, but she promised to buy me one if the month ends and there's sobra in some stores...(but i really doubt it,di lng nmn ako ang starbucks fan sa pilipinas..)..im craving for a choco frappucino 2loi...haayyy...
_Frap..my fave!
_havent had one of these babies for a month now..
so right now, im using a goldilocks planner instead..it's not as cool and cute as the one im wishing to have, but it's good enough to slender in my thoughts and plans for the year...
speaking of plans...i havent had any...and oh, my favorite season is fast approaching...yep yep yep...it's SUMMER...Ü yipee... the season that spells beach,pool,gala-with-the-friends ever,endless slumber parties (of which ive never really allowed at),,and tons of anything that spells F-U-N..yey! ewan ko, i really do have a thing for summer...cguro kase that's the only the part of the year when i could be a couch potato all day, just watching...checking my friendster.my blog.and eat.eat.eat. (lucky for me, i don't even gain a wieght even if eat kilos of whatever-food-that-makes-you-fat/gain weight..hehe..! it's one of my..uhmm...can't describe,,talent? (wala ko nun!) or maybe a blessing...now that would be good. heheeh...Ü
Monday, January 09, 2006
* _resolutions?! nah.... *
hayyy...a new year to look forward too... honestly, i really dunno how to start my year right... uso pa ba ang resolutions?! i guess not, or maybe depende nlng tlga sa tao..but me,,..i do have...nere are some of them:*i frantically promised na AAYUSIN ko na ung buhay ko.. malapit na ksi akong ma-FA sa math or even sa ibang subjects ko pa, so il see to it na hndi na ko male-late..(of which i think i can do regularly since i think im born to have the motto: "better late forever." heheh...)Ü
*as much as ive promised not to be late again,neither would i be so tamad and be absent for no reasons..hehe..(im such a bad gurl..) kya nga magpapakabait na ko eh..*ching* (magkaron daw bigla ng heylo thingy..)
*i would try to be more thrifty, especially my course calls for being one, kse magastos ang pinasok ko..hehe..=p
*since kggling ko lng sa camp,last sembreak, i would try to be more deep with God...as in, kng khit pagod na ko,,, (naku Lord, help me to do this..)Ü
hmm...that are just some of the list...it's not that long though...and oh,, i forgot. i would try to update my blog regularly pla...hehe...
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the last christmas and new year had been not-so-ordinary..prang naisip ko tlgng mahirap na ang buhay...unlike the other christmases weve had..iba ung ngaun, pti nrin ung new year,,it isnt that bountiful na...unlike before...but it's okay, i know nmn na it's really not the true meaning of it..so happy and satisfied nrin ako, ive just had a few observations which didnt actually affected my belief on what christmas and new year really is..ive had one of the most memorable pa nga..thanks to him. u know who you are..*wink*
_here are some pics nung new year..hehe...yah know,,vacation ever...sibling bonding.
_goofing around my siblings.Ü